God will get you through it! How many times have I heard that before? I feel like Paul begging God to remove this thorn from my side! Ouch!
But not much longer after I arise from my slumber do I feel the thorn again.God has a purpose for your pain! Stop I know all your cliché’s that you will use in an attempt to calm my pain.”Attempt” is the key word because your words are meaningless especially when it becomes automatic, like a voicemail.
The agony that I feel from this turmoil keeps following me! Surely you hear my cry. I know in my heart you haven’t forsaken me.So ask I father that you forgive me for being selfish for doubting your works in me but my body, this human body lord can’t go on any longer.
I hear people saying your blessing is coming ask God and you shall receive it! Yeah, well tell God I don’t want anything! All I want is peace! O father please grant me peace.
Yet I remember how Paul suffered and he never gave up hope or faith. I too won’t give up because your word says that just like you take care of the flocks of birds …surely, I am worth much more and you will take care of me forevermore.