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    I didn’t want to exist Pt. 3

    If you haven’t read part 1 of my testimony click here and for part 2 click here.  Bad decisions I managed to keep my depression from completely consuming my life. I eventually moved out my grandmother’s house and got my own apartment. It may sound very cliche but I began searching for love in all the wrong places. My search for love and protection lead me to false hopes and dreams. Honestly, I don’t remember much during this time it’s almost as if I was on autopilot. I can say that at this point I was barely existing. At the age of 21, I got pregnant with my first child…

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    I didn’t want to exist- part 1

    Hello, ladies and gents! I wanted to share a bit of my testimony (EEEEK!). It all started when I was around 15 or 16 years old, Life at home began to get somewhat rocky. Losing Hope I tried to maintain a smile through all the quandary I was finding myself in. I had numerous things that I concealed in my heart. I attended youth group services where I would pour out (cry like a baby) everything I had to fight through that week. But still, I began to get numb. I began to lose faith, hope and most importantly love became foreign to me. As things with my parents progressively got worse so…

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    There is hope for you yet

    Why are so discouraged? Don’t be there is still hope for you yet. Maybe you can’t see a way out. Maybe you don’t feel like you deserve happiness. Does it feel like you have done a lot of things wrong that you just can’t take back? I want to tell you that there is still HOPE for you. Do you feel like your at a pause in your life? Are you not sure to go left or right? Maybe you just feel ALONE in this great big world. You’re not alone and you aren’t too far gone that you can’t be reached. There isn’t a place you can hide from God’s love. There isn’t a…