• Blogs

    Pushing through the MADNESS

    God will get you through it! How many times have I heard that before? I feel like Paul begging God to remove this thorn from my side! Ouch! But not much longer after I arise from my slumber do I feel the thorn again.God has a purpose for your pain! Stop I know all your cliché’s that you will use in an attempt to calm my pain.”Attempt” is the key word because your words are meaningless especially when it becomes automatic, like a voicemail. The agony that I feel from this turmoil keeps following me! Surely you hear my cry. I know in my heart you haven’t forsaken me.So ask I father…

  • Poems

    Hide beneath your wings 

    In the times of despair when I no longer feel like being here and when being present seems unreal, where can I run? Can I run to you for shelter? If I begged you to let me leave, would you? Would you hold me beneath your wings? Would you be the fresh air that flows through my lungs when it feels like the wind has been knocked out of me?  When secrecy and darkness show up at my door uninvited would you rush in and defend me? When I act like I got it all together but slowly my strength starts to waver would you hold me steady until I…