God will get you through it! How many times have I heard that before? I feel like Paul begging God to remove this thorn from my side! Ouch!

But not much longer after I arise from my slumber do I feel the thorn again.God has a purpose for your pain! Stop I know all your cliché’s that you will use in an attempt to calm my pain.”Attempt” is the key word because your words are meaningless especially when it becomes automatic, like a voicemail.

The agony that I feel from this turmoil keeps following me! Surely you hear my cry. I know in my heart you haven’t forsaken me.So ask I father that you forgive me for being selfish for doubting your works in me but my body, this human body lord can’t go on any longer.

I hear people saying your blessing is coming ask God and you shall receive it! Yeah, well tell God I don’t want anything! All I want is peace! O father please grant me peace.

Yet I remember how Paul suffered and he never gave up hope or faith. I too won’t give up because your word says that just like you take care of the flocks of birds …surely, I am worth much more and you will take care of me forevermore.

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  1. Oh I have been here sweet one! I have felt this way many times in the last few years but so thankful that God is faithful!!

    “And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, IF WE DO NOT GIVE UP” (Gal. 6:9) HCSB

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